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| So I went and got my stiches out today, so that was cool and all I guess, I wait like 3 hours for a little 15 minute thing.
so this is a short post, cuz I have to pack. SO here it goes, IF you read this then you should send me a letter out at camp, for that is where I'll be for the next two weeks. So ya, Here's the address
YouthFront Camp West Ethan Miller (teen staff) 21667 Spoon Creek Rd. Edgerton, KS 66201
I look forward to hearing from you all very soon, ok?
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| So you guys, I need prayer for my arm. Last night around 9 me and my cousin who is about the same size as me rolled a go cart, It rolled on my arm, and gouged out a huge chunk. It's all good, cuz my body went into shock, and I felt nothing.
By the time we got to the ER, I wasn't scared cuz of my arm, which had a chunk of flesh hanging out, But I was scared of stiches, cuz Me+Needles=No Good. But God is good, and I prayed the whole way up there, and in the waiting room, and even while I was on the table for him to take the pain away from me. And he delivered. I didn't feel a thing, even the stuff the doctor told me that I might feel, I didn't feel it.
So I got 11 stiches, and 12 shots of pain killer/nummer. and was outta there and on my way with in a couple of hours.
This story had many good things, like the fact that only moments before we rolled it we had gone off a jump, and for some reason my seatbelt rubbed my neck, so we stopped and really really tightened all of them. And the fact that my cousin outta adrenalin could just straight up lift the go-cart plus me up. It was like 500-700 lbs.
We also learned morals, like vehicles are dangerous, and that God answers prayers, if you ask enough, and there's a reason for it.
O and on a funny note, the doctor thought I was on drugs, cuz my body was in such shock/they told me to but my mind on other things, that I was rather loopy, and the doc got a little scared. But he was my new best friend for last night.
I forgot to take pics before I got it sewed up, so sorry for all of you who wanted to see it, and I have a bandage over the stiches, so I'm not taking any right now either. But if anyone wants to know any thing else you can call, or post a coment, I'd be happy to answer | | |
| Why does it have to hurt so bad, I always knew this day would come, but I never thought it would make me cry like this. Snapping at the ones I love the most was probably the worst part. I gave you four months of my life, and all the love I could give, and just cuz I didn't tell you one little thing that I hadn't wanted to admit to my self!! We're done?
O well, I guess that's just how life's suppose to go, you get all comfortable with the way things are, and try and do every thing in your power to make things work with the ones you thought you loved, and nothing ever works out.
It hurts I guess now, but not nearly as bad as one would have thought. It was a good time, while it lasted, even though the feelings may have been kinda one sided.
Other than getting yelled at cuz I spent more time with God then I did you, camp was good, My only two weeks with my true family and friends. I learned lots, from just listening to him, and spending lots of time.
Even though this relationship is over I really have no regrets, other than maybe I let a little to much of my self go into it, but I guess that's just who I am, When I set my mind to something I do everything I can to make it all work out.
Why didn't I just listen to you before you found another, then I went with the one I thought I loved, but it was never you. Why didn't I just kiss you when I had the chance in Nebraska? O here's your pen cap, that's definently not the way to end something when I have feelings. SO many open questions, I wish I had an answer.
And to everyone else, who doesn't hate me right now: Camp was great, exspecially the chapel tripping/star tripping with my camera, those pics all died though. I miss getting to lounge in Poolside and Poolside-extension. But i will return my beautiful camp, I will be back. Sometime later in the year. | | |
| So, this is going to be a short message. With probably no pics. I GOT HIRED!!! For Weeks 2 at South, As a ranger. And Week 3 at West, In the Kitchen. So that's for anyone who cared. I guess. Um I just got home with a track meet. I got 6th in Shot so that was fun.
One last thing. I'm GOing to Salina this weekend, and probably seeing a bunch of sweet people from Sabetha, State Music here I come.
O ya, one final thing. I'm going to PROM with Ann, 8 days and counting. I can't wait. I have to go get my hat, and gloves this weekend. And tuesday I get to pick up my Tux. So that's about all for now. | | |
| I finally got the Summer for the most part planned. I was offered a job opportunity doing basically Teenstaff stuff up in South Dakota at my grandparent's new camp and getting paid $150 a week. But I couldn't be away for that long from all my friends and stuff. So I'm staying in Baldwin, Working hopefully 2 weeks at camp, Camping a week, then spending the rest of the summer working/working out in Ottawa.
So I had Spring Break this week. It was pretty much one of the best weeks of the year. This is how my week went
Sunday-Hung out with Ann, in Lee's Summit. Ate lunch with her family, then got stomped in DDR, watched a couple of movies, and went to her youth group. I also decided that I should definently become a Lion Tamer or something of the sort.
Somewhere between Sunday and Monday I became very inspired. I decided to make a small sortta dumb movie about my life, and the places around me to show Ann. This was one of my best ideas with the movie coming out alright in the end even though I had many technical problems.
Monday-Thursday- Hung at home, watched movies, Cleaned house, and went to youth group for the first time in like 6 months. O ya and made a movie about things where I live, this included having to sneek into school to get stuff outta my locker.
Friday- Got up early, and went to and applied at like 6 different places. I met Ann in Lawrence for a movie, "She's the Man" is so-so, Then Dinner at On the Border I ate the Biggest Burrito I've ever seen, It was like a Chipollte Burrito On Steroids. O ya and Ann that's only 6 times. Later we went to "Dad's Place" and drank Coffee. O ya and locked the keys in the car so we hung out on Mass street for like an hour. We had a cop that kept circling the block and looking at us funny but he never stopped. O well, in all it was an amazing week.
This week I did alot of thinking about life and where I'm going in it. I'm finally certain I want to be an Engineer. I'm leaning more towards Aerospace Engineering, But I'm still not certain of that.
I also did a little remenising with my mom, which kinda always happens when we clean the house, but it was good. I also used some of that in my movie. Well here's some random pics from my movie.
MY OLD HOUSE

MY OLD SCHOOL

ME IN LIKE 2nd GRADE

ME LAST YEAR, I definantly miss somea that hair, I need to stop burning it off.

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